Carton heart of chocolate

There the irony, hardley lost in me,

as the scarlet wrapping, of a heart,

now vacant the chocolates

lie wasted in the pile of my rubbish.            

                                    Words in the night

Just these words in the night

I love you, I want to hide

All of that, bury it inside

Travel from soul to mind

And I come and I reach for you

Sleeping, peaceful, what to do?

To wake, or to let linger

In the blessing I won`t have tonight

Helpless, when you are my light

I`m no bother, you`re too kind

My breathing, hold me save from sights

That will make me blue

And cold as winter

                             Melacholic mood

My life is a spiraling abiss.

which the slings and arrows of misfortune never miss.

I should stop feeling like this

Sorry to get in the way of your happiness.

                                    Melancholic

I am no longer a human.

I am an animal.

An animal to feeds on sadness.

Who thrives for nothing but deep melancholy.

A melancholic, if you wish.

I thrive for the feeling where you feel nothing.

Not even a spec of eagerness or a dash of enthusiasm.

Because at that point, you`re suddenly interesting.

                                       The Melancholic String

Love flies,

the words die.

Emotions flow,

as the autumn sets,

and the winds blow.

 The red leaves cling,

seagulls sing,

yet a melancholic string...

thoughts cease,

emotions freeze, 

then the cold breeze,

take me to the edge of utopia,

where loyalty exists, 

whith no worldly grease.

                                          Melancholic screams                               

The whisper of loneliness

The singing of my empty heart

Dragging my feet

heavy as a metaI

If only there`s a portal

Because in this ghostly streets,

there`s no one to meet 

nor someone to greet

Thoughts running back

from yesterday

Being nostalgic the whole day

The silence going to suburban

Thinking back home, 

the sun`s all gone

Overthinking.

Okay.I`m done

It`s just in the thousand miles, 

I want to screem and run

But still, I just cant`t

So here I m today

Trying to wear a smile

Telling myself

I can`t!